Well tonight I needed a ride from work after I went 10-7. It was midnight, and he was at Howl at the Moon earlier and he said he would come get me. Well we decided to have a beer after i got off of work at Cigarz. While sitting down and just talking about random conversation, he doesn't seem interested at all and he calls me stupid, once again, knowing that it made me feel bad. He already called me stupid on the way into CW. I told him don't do it. yet he does it again????
Now I feel like a worthless sack of shit because of my bf. I really didn't think it was possible until recently. NO BOYFRIEND will make me feel this bad. I'm ending this.
because he just doesn't understand what it is to love.